&the greying vision

Friday, October 10, 2008 2:12 AM

there's tonnes and tonnes of things i wish i could say in this space.
but i know it's impossible.

it's getting even more difficult for me to express myself in this space,
for which i know it is no longer a space for myself and my friends.
for which i know it is not an appropriate space to express my inner thoughts to public,
cos i feel uncomfortable.

a blog, it could be.
but ain't as private and confidential it could be as compared in the past.

another space of my inner thoughts.

but still...

after this holidays, it could only be more bsc and school.
i would definitely want to be more concentrated with my school and bsc,
cos i wouldn't want both to be affected.

much commitments made me becoming a loner.
~~imy.~~

things have been driving me crazy, and even more mad.
however, a few hours chat with issac and farhan by the beach was great,
though, we were just friends.
everything under the moon, was acceptable for us,
i swear they could be my heart to heart friends! ((:

secondary school girls today.
probably i was talking mainly to the 3 other closest girl i am.
and i swear they're damn love!
cos our topic are never ending.
if not for last train, i wish the session would never end.

dresser tmr and saturday!
smile and face the models, it'll make your day happy.
hope dresser will end early,
so me and shihui will have some time for shoppingg...

next week schedule is out!
and entire week is booked, except for weekends,
which i need time to get myself prepared for the days in sentosa for the next 6 months.
it feels weird going to sentosa each and every day.
it feels weird going to vivo each and every day, probably not for shopping nor work.
IT FEELS EVEN MORE WEIRD WAKING UP 3 FREAKING HOURS EARLIER cos you can only reach school in 1 hour 45 minutes.

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